Lyrics of Last Second Dropout – Apathy

I used to think that love and hate were two sides of a coin
Totally separation – yeah one builds and one destroys
As I’ve grown I’ve learned the difference between them is small
Who knew the opposite of love and hate was nothing at all
Watch the sky fall
Along with all our misconceptions
Who would object that affection and connection
Is used for rejection
You control my everything
You can end my life with a word
But don’t acknowledge the power you hold
When you throw me to the curb

You Tell me to shut up and then you say that I’m a bore
Even as it hurts I come crawling back for more
Cycle will continue just like every time before
You say it’s out of love – I don’t believe it for a second

I’d let you take it out on me
But I can’t take your apathy
Hate me please love me more
The worst you do is ignore

Did you ever know the consequences of your words?
Did you ever feel the tension when there was something on your nerves
That you couldn’t come to terms with
Anger burning like a furnace
Heating up with every comment
Schrödinger trying to start shit
Cuz if I take offence yeah then you meant it as a joke
It can’t be evidence of all the hate you hold
Cause if I’m honest with myself I think that hate implies intention
And you do these things without a thought or any recollection

So then where does that leave me?
Forced to agree?
Betting on these pussies that got lost in the theories
You better leave me alone
I’m better off on my own
Cuz you say it’s out of love
I don’t believe you for a second

I’d let you take it out on me
But I can’t take your apathy
Hate me please love me more
The worst you do is ignore
I learned to love by loving you poorly
Did you ever love me back
I learned to love by loving you badly
Did you ever love me at all

I’d let you take it out on me
But I can’t take your apathy
Hate me please love me more
The worst you do is ignore