Lyrics of Motian – On the Run

I been on a road yea I’m always on the run
Running from the past always on the run
Never truly learned how to really love myself
Almost gave up on myself
Always on the run yea I’m always on the run
Hard on myself like father to a son
Starting to figure out how to really love myself
I won’t give up on myself

I been on the run like a criminal
Got a lot of scars that ain’t visible
I’m going hella fast
Hoping I don’t crash
Story of my life yea I’m running from the past
Never really had the guts to face it
Starting to recognize that I’m stuck in the matrix
Maybe I should dig myself out
Will I ever figure myself out
Maybe yes maybe no but fuck self doubt
I helped every out but left myself out
I let myself down and put my goals in the back burner
Life’s a teacher, guess I’m not a fast learner
Cause I been learning all the hard ways
Soon enough we will have to part ways
I’ve seen so many dark days
Devils always trying to get me to partake

I been on a road yea I’m always on the run
Running from the past always on the run
Never truly learned how to really love myself
Almost gave up on myself
Always on the run yea I’m always on the run
Hard on myself like father to a son
Starting to figure out how to really love myself
I won’t give up on myself

Sometimes I feel like quitting
The average life is not fulfilling
I been sick with the flow for a long time success is my penicillin
How do I get there
How do I fund it
How do I live in abundance
God help me fight the evil that’s been living among us
I’m like a vigilante
Lyrically serving justice
Keeping the music dope and hopeful never lacking substance
I was raised to be afraid of what they had to say about me
Negative people all around me
Chucking deuces yea I’m outtie
Yea I’m outtie
Yea I’m gone
I can always say that I did it on my own
The king of perseverance yea I’m chilling on the throne
I do it for the kid in me even thou I’m grown
It feels like my whole’s been a paradox
Looking back at it feels like I just killed the clock
Feels like I’m always running out of time
But its all an illusion running through the mind

Never really had the guts to face it
Starting to recognize that I’m stuck in the matrix
Maybe I should dig myself out
Will I ever figure myself out